Monthly Archives: December 2005

Why do I work retail?
Why? Why? Why?


Ratie came over tonight, we watched some television. Included in this was an episode of America’s Funniest Home Videos featuring none other than: Johnathan Taylor Thomas. Bob Saget really really isn’t funny.

I’m back in full force at DSW, and so are holiday shoppers. Yesterday I was not mentally prepared to work, and just about had a mental breakdown.

It’s cold and snowy here, and I know that it’s warm and not snowy in LA. It’s weird to think that my plan is to move there in two and a half years. I’m still not grown up, though.

boo hiss.

I’ve been a little down lately, when I should be up.

I need some sort of change, but I’m unsure of where that change will come from, or what it will be, but I need it.

Tomorrow I drive home for winter break. Three weeks of living under my parents’ roof, of work, working at DSW, and not worrying about writing religion papers or doing VCT projects. I’m looking foward to the three week break from the usual drama of the University Film Organization. I’m also looking foward to making money again.

I need to find a job at school pretty badly.

The move to LA is going to be thrilling, but something may come up before that.

birthday slut.

She’s 20 today. I will be 20 in three months. We’re growing up, and frankly, I don’t like it.

We also took our holiday photos today. We look so good.


it’s been a while, so tonight will hit me like a sack of bricks.



from 8:30 on, this night has been shitty.

really shitty.

i may stay in bed for the next few days. at least until seth comes to visit.